Major Update

Hey Everyone!

Many things have happened and I want to address what's been happening in my life so you guys can get to know me a bit more and so you guys understand what I'm going through.

The first thing I want to cover is why I haven't been working on my book. I'm so very sorry that I fell behind and then never attempted to catch back up, but I'm working on it. My book was supposed to help me discuss the many problems we have in our world. the book is also to touch the topic of discrimination that happens everywhere. An important part of my book is that the main character is bullied, abused, self-harms, and wants to end everything. When I first thought of this back story, it was to add more development to the character as the plot moves forward. So, I'm catching up now and I'm doing my best to provide to you guys.

That leads into what I want to cover next. I have been struggling a lot these past few months. I stopped eating breakfast and lunch, I became even more anti-social than I already was, I started failing in school because my mindset was to just not exist, and I even started to hurt myself mentally and physically. I told myself that I was worthless, a waste of space, a mistake, that no one would ever like me and not as a partner but even as a friend, I also started believing that I couldn't be helped at all which is why I started to harm myself. I cried every night for a month and not a single person noticed. I feel that I needed to share this for anyone who is going through a hard time in life and just needs someone else' story to hear. I've turned around within the last two weeks and it already has made a huge impact on my life. My grades are rising, I eat lunch and try my best to get breakfast in, I stopped hurting myself, I started to tell myself positive things and tell myself that there will always be at least one person who cares about me. If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here to listen and to help you because I look back at the choices I made and wished that I realized someone cared sooner than I did.

Another thing I wanna cover in this post, the presidential election...yay. I'm not gonna talk about who I think should win or if it was rigged, but to say be safe. Its clear that no matter who wins there will be riots and I want to make sure everyone is safe because no one should be getting hurt. So please just be aware and stay safe.

One more small thing, COVID-19 has had a spike and again, I just want to say be safe. Wear a mask, social distance, and keep a good hygiene. Cover your cough (not with your hands), sneeze into your arm, wash your hands, the basic stuff.

Anyways, that's all for this post. I know it's a lot and I'm sorry for that. I just wanted to make sure I got everything covered and explained.

Until next time, I'm out!!